The Gift of Suffering

“There’s far more to this life than trusting in Christ. There’s also suffering for him. And the suffering is as much a gift as the trusting.” – Philippians 1:29 (MSG)

You can’t write a blog for people with chronic illnesses without talking about suffering. For some, it’s an everyday thing. For others, like me, it’s every now and then. Most days, I hardly think about having rheumatoid arthritis (RA). Life is good, now that I have a good treatment plan, and I’m relatively pain-free. But it’s not difficult to remember a time when that wasn’t the case.

When my disease was in full-swing, there wasn’t a day that went by when I didn’t wake up hurting. I couldn’t figure out why I was so fatigued all the time (was I lazy?) and why my fingers were too swollen to remove my wedding ring (was I getting fat?). And why did my feet hurt every time I stood up? Filled with self-doubt and unanswered questions (was I just getting old?), my life was beginning to feel like a train wreck.

I was suffering … and my family, feeling a little abandoned and frustrated with my “excuses” for not being able to do more, was suffering right alongside me.

I’ll tell you the truth. I’m glad those days are over and I have no desire to revisit them. Suffering is no fun. For anyone.

You can imagine my surprise, then, when I opened my Bible the other day and ran across this verse: “And the suffering is as much a gift as the trusting.”

Say whaaat??

Clearly, Paul, the writer of Philippians must have been mistaken. How can anyone think of suffering as a gift? Surely, suffering is not God’s will for us, right? Wrong. Maybe suffering is our own fault, and it will go away as soon as we turn back to God. Nope. Oh, OK, then perhaps God only allows us to suffer temporarily, so He can then show His healing power. Well, sometimes yes, sometimes no.

The Bible says that suffering, not just the release from it, is a gift from God.

How in the world could this be true? I dug deeper. What I found was a God who cares deeply about our suffering (Exodus 3:7) and hears our cries for help. And while sometimes He does rescue us, He more often delivers us in our suffering and speaks to us in our affliction (Job 36:15).

His purpose for allowing suffering is not to harm us, but to draw us closer to Him.

In good times, we are often too busy for God. But when we are hurting, we turn to Him. We mature in our faith, take joy and comfort in His presence, and find strength through Him that we can then share with others. In the midst of pain, we find His peace.

Are you suffering today? Accept this gift. May you hear your Father’s voice of love and comfort, and experience His presence and peace. Cry out to Him. He is listening. What you are going through, He may allow, but He will never leave you.

An excerpt from The Gift of Suffering by Linda W. Perkins originally appeared on Purposeful Faith. Get even more encouragement on Spring Sight and by following me on Facebook, Pinterest, and Twitter.

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Coffee and Kayaks (and Other Favorite Things)

“When the dog bites and the bee stings, when I’m feeling sad, I simply remember my favorite things and then I don’t feel so bad!” – My Favorite Things (song)

It’s a sunny Saturday and I’ve been inside at home all day, while my daughter is camping with the Girl Scouts and my husband just returned from kayaking. I had discussed going on both of these outings but decided yesterday that I really didn’t want to do either. I was still recovering from a week-long respiratory virus and as a result of my immune system kicking in, my joints weren’t feeling too great and I was plagued with fatigue. Such is my life with RA. Some days I can do everything I want, and others I can’t.

I won’t say I’m complaining today, though. With the pressure off and my schedule wide open, I awoke relaxed and refreshed, and have been enjoying a really nice day. As I wrote in a previous post, sometimes I just need to rest and that’s OK! Having the day “off” has given me a chance to catch up on missed episodes from the last episode of Blue Bloods so that I’ll be all caught up when this season starts.

Yes, I confess, I love to play armchair detective. I used to be a real one (PI and loss prevention agent, not an actual police officer), so watching all those CSI and cop shows is fun for me. I’m proud of the fact that 90 percent of the time, I figure out “who dunnit” before anyone else in my family. It’s like a little game for us. Having shoulder surgery earlier this year, with a lengthy recovery period that kept me firmly planted on the couch for a month or two, pretty much made me a certified expert. They should send me an honorary shield! Ah, the benefits of a sometimes very sedentary life with RA. No criminal is going to get by me!

In addition to today being armchair detective day for me, it is also the last day I’ll be posting as part of #RABlog Week. It’s been a great week, writing about life with rheumatoid arthritis and reading posts from other bloggers afflicted with this disease. But tomorrow is Sunday, which is my day for rest and worship, and I’m ready to get back to my regular writing schedule of once every week or two. School is back in session and so my mom duties are back in full-swing, and with a full (freelance writing and marketing) client load, I don’t have a ton of time to spare these days. If you’re new to this blog and want more frequent encouragement, please visit my Facebook and Pinterest pages. I post more frequently there, with links to other people’s pages as well.

Anyway,  the #RABlog Week Wildcard Topic I chose to write about today is “Tell us what you really enjoy and how that helps with RA.” I’ve already mentioned about my fascination with detective shows. How does that help with RA? Well, for one thing, it gives me something entertaining and engaging that keeps my mind off any pain I may be experiencing, it doesn’t require that I move (helpful if my knee is acting up), and it’s become an actual bonding experience with me and my family. Anything that can accomplish all three of those things at the same time is pretty great! Not to mention, I can watch those shows and know for absolute certainty that, given I’m not being shot at, my life is better than most of the people I am watching.

Those who know me well, though, know I am most passionate about three things: coffee, kayaking and God. And every single one of those is critical to my wellbeing and how I handle having RA.

I am most passionate about three things: coffee, kayaking and God. 

Coffee keeps me going. As a Louisiana native, coffee is more than a drink to me. It’s an invitation to enjoy life. It’s a tradition. It’s social. It’s not for getting wired up (although it does help with RA fatigue). It’s for calming down. It’s for waking up in the morning. It’s for enjoying in the car on the way to work. It’s what you offer a friend or neighbor, whether you’re just meeting to chat or you’re having a heart-to-heart. And as long as there’s good decaf around, it’s for enjoying after dinner. Pecan pie, or any other dessert for that matter, just isn’t as good without it.

Kayaking keeps me motivated. When I am on the water – taking in the clean, crisp air and natural beauty of the water and woods surrounding me – I feel alive and free.  It is there that all of my stress melts away and I can just breathe…ah…and yet, get in some good exercise at the same time. As I paddle, my shoulders feel strong and agile, the gliding motion somehow helping to soothe all the aches away. My hands may get sore, so I wear gloves and go slow, but being on the water makes it worth it. When I had shoulder surgery, I was more faithful in my rehab than most patients. Why? Because I wasn’t willing to risk not paddling on my bucket-list vacation to the Canadian Rockies. If exercising with RA will keep me in good enough shape to kayak, I will do it every day that I can!

God keeps me grounded. Knowing He is there, all-present and all-powerful, gives me joy and gives me hope. Reading His Word not only reminds me of His promises, but it makes me realize that throughout history, He has done some mighty powerful things, even in and through broken people like me. And time in prayer helps me stay grounded in gratitude. Some days are harder than others, but I can always find something to be thankful for, and it seems easier to find that place of peace when I close my eyes and rest in His presence.

Thanks for joining me this week for #RABlog Week. Stay tuned for my next post, which will be featured on Kelly Balarie’s Purposeful Faith page next week. Until then, be well and God bless!

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Coffee and Kayaks (and Other Favorite Things) originally appeared on Spring Sight blog, by Linda W. Perkins. It is one of a series of posts specifically about Rheumatoid Arthritis, as part of #RABlog Week. 

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Life with RA: Like a Bowl of Jelly Bellies

“For everything there is a season … a time to cry and a time to laugh, a time to grieve and a time to dance.” – Ecclesiastes 3:1, 4

I’ll be honest. I had no intention of writing this post. It is day three of #RABlog Week and the prompt is “Explain Your RA.”

It’s not that I don’t want to tell you what it’s like to have rheumatoid arthritis. It’s that it varies so much with everyone, I’ve hesitated to focus on my particular case without adding the same type of disclaimer you see on weight loss program ads: “Results not typical. Actual experience will vary.”

Oh yeah, and the other thing. RA isn’t my whole life. I have a job, a husband and a daughter, and this week, I have a million deadlines. I didn’t want to write today, because I needed to get back to those priorities. But then it hit. What was supposed to be my “high priority” day began this morning with a mini-migraine and an RA flare. So since I’m just sitting on my couch, waiting for my body to cooperate and feel better so that I can get to “work” work, I may as well go ahead and do this.

Read back to my first blog entry in September 2014 and you’ll see how it began. Then pick up again in April 2015, and you’ll read about what it’s been like at its worst, in the aftermath of having shoulder surgery. Both times in my life are when I really didn’t know that RA was the problem. I just hurt and didn’t know why. Those were milestones in my life with RA: First, accepting that I had the disease; and second, accepting that I needed real treatment for it.

Both times were difficult, because they were scary. Research rheumatoid disease, and you’ll find photos of severely deformed hands, stories of people in crippling pain, and drug descriptions that make you seriously wonder if they’re worth the risk, since they all seem to come with warnings about “serious infections” and cancer. I can honestly say that coming to terms with having RA has been one of the most frightening experiences of my life. But it’s also been one of the most faith building.

The truth is, living with RA (for me) is like closing your eyes, putting your hand in a bowl of Jelly Belly jelly beans, picking one out at random, and popping it in your mouth. As anyone who has tried that particular brand of jelly beans will understand, I’m using it as my example for a reason. This isn’t your ordinary brand of jelly beans. You’re not taking your pick of lemon, orange and cherry. Nope. Jelly Belly makes over 50 flavors, from enticing Tangerine to the more unusual Buttered Popcorn. Recently, they introduced a new line that includes Barf, Canned Dog Food, and Stinky Socks. On any given day with RA, you just don't know what you'll get: delicious or disgusting.

Three months ago, prior to getting on my DMARD (Disease Modifying Anti Rheumatic Drug) Plaquenil (which only comes with a warning about potential eye damage), I couldn’t hang up clothes in my closet without searing pain in my shoulder and my knee swelled up so bad that I couldn’t walk across the room.

Last weekend, I went kayaking.

Yesterday, in amongst a full work day, I ran errands, did grocery shopping, brought snacks for my daughter’s Girl Scouts troop, and even ran on a treadmill (first time in six months – yay!).

But then here we are this morning, and I woke up with my fingers stiff and swollen, my head hurting, and a familiar ache in my elbow joints. As my body “warms up” over the next couple of hours, I’ll begin feeling better. But I know that I better take it easy and manage my stress, or the days ahead will be worse. This is a minor flare and I want to keep it that way.

If there’s one thing I can tell you about living with RA, it’s what I can’t live without: God, my family and my community.

Knowing that I have unconditional love from my heavenly Father, even on days when I can’t seem to do anything of earthly value due to my illness, is critical to my wellbeing. He is the source of my spiritual healing and my hope for physical healing as well.

Having that same type of love and support from my family makes the world of difference too. When I get sweet hugs from my daughter and my husband understands when I’m having a rough time - helping out or giving me grace for things left undone – I find the strength to carry on, with a sense of gratitude that makes me want to give more when I’m able.

Last but not least, community is there to remind me that I’m not in this alone. Those who achieve much inspire me to keep pushing through, while those struggling inspire me to write with messages of hope and an encouraging word. My fellow bloggers may share their medical insights, or simply remind me that they too are living this mixed bag of burdens and blessings.

If you struggle with RA or another life altering disease, I hope my story will help you know you’re not alone. If you are healthy, then perhaps this will give you a little insight into others in your life with “invisible illnesses” like RA. For more articles on RA and finding faith in the midst of pain, visit the Spring Sight home page. God bless!

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Life with RA: Like a Bowl of Jelly Bellies originally appeared on Spring Sight blog, by Linda W. Perkins. It is one of a series of posts specifically about Rheumatoid Arthritis, as part of #RABlog Week. 

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To Fight or Surrender? Winning the Battle of Fatigue

This is the second of a week-long series of posts related specifically to life with rheumatoid arthritis, as a part of #RABlog Week. If you have RA and are new to this site, please know that it is spiritually oriented, written from a Christian perspective, and here for your encouragement.  If you do not have RA, please keep reading to learn more about this disease or check out my other posts. You can also follow me on Facebook or Twitter.

“But those who wait on the LORD Shall renew their strength; they shall mount up with wings like eagles, they shall run and not be weary, they shall walk and not faint.” – Isaiah 40:31 (NKJV)

“I’m so sorry. I just don’t think I can manage it.”

Every time I heard those words coming out of my mouth, I felt guiltier and guiltier.

Ben and I had only been married a short time and we were looking forward to a lifetime of outdoor activities, which we had enjoyed throughout our dating relationship. But more and more, I felt too exhausted to even make it through an ordinary day, much less a hike through the woods or a kayaking outing. It just wasn’t happening.

Morning after morning, I dragged myself out of bed, feeling like I had been run over by a mac truck. I ached everywhere, my hands and feet swollen with inflammation, and I would smile dimly at my beaux, as if in another world. I desperately wanted to go back to bed, but didn’t want to disappoint. As I sat on the couch, fingers slowly unfreezing with the warmth of the cup of coffee in my hands, I pondered all that was on my to-do-list. Would I…could I…make it to lunch without a nap? Could I muster up the energy to make the bed or do the dishes? I really wasn’t sure. Day after day, the answer was the same. The fatigue was too much. I came up short every time.

As bad as it was, the physical fatigue was not the most crippling. No, it was the mental and emotional fatigue – the feeling of just being defeated by it all. I was weary of the fight, depressed at the disparity between who I was just a few months beforehand and who I was today, and fearful of a future that seemed so much less than I had hoped for. And for everything I could no longer do – or at least do with any consistency – I felt less and less attractive to my husband. Despite his assurances to the contrary, all I could think about was how much I must be letting him down.

It took almost a year of this type of debilitating fatigue, combined with a rough surgery recovery, before I surrendered to the idea of taking a DMARD (disease-modifying anti-rheumatic drug) for my RA. Since my father had passed away from cancer just a month before my diagnosis, and he had suffered for several years with the side effects of chemo, I was terrified of the pharmaceutical treatment options that lay before me. I was never so grateful as when my rheumatologist told me I could begin with Plaquenil, the drug with the least amount of side effects, and even more so when it worked to ease my symptoms.

I would love to say that modern medicine was all I needed to beat my RA-related fatigue, but that would not be true. I've needed more, in order to get back on my feet and attain the level of energy I had before. The drugs may be slowly restoring my ability to move my body; but I know that only with God will I have the ability to truly soar.

I have learned that the true enemy in the fight against fatigue is that voice in my head that says “You can’t do this.” Fortunately, I have God’s Word that says in Philippians 4:13 that I can. It is knowing I can do all things through Him that gives me the strength I need to carry on. And it is by truly accepting His unconditional love, receiving it and focusing on it each day, that I overcome the adversary that says “With RA, you’re not enough.” Because I know that with God, I am. My strategy for winning the battle of fatigue? Fighting the enemy within, while surrendering to my ultimate Friend. 

My war with fatigue is not over. It is a day-to-day struggle, taken as it comes. But at least now I have a plan. I will go to the One who says, “Come to me, you who are burdened, and I will give you rest.” And with the help of little naps, a little love and a little laughter, I will be patient with myself and my body too, remembering I need only do what I can do. I am all I need to be today.

How do you address fatigue in your life? Do you let physical fatigue beat you down emotionally, or do you allow negative thinking to zap you of the energy you need to get through the day? Where do you go to lift your spirits and be revived?

To Fight or Surrender? Winning the Battle of Fatigue originally appeared on Spring Sight blog, by Linda W. Perkins. It is one of a series of posts specifically about Rheumatoid Arthritis, as part of #RABlog Week. 

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Learning to Love My Mornings

“The Lord’s love never ends. His mercies never stop. They are new every morning.” – Lamentations 3:22-23 (ICB)

Note to reader: This is the first of a week-long series of posts related specifically to life with rheumatoid arthritis, as Spring Sight is one of the blogs featured in #RABlog Week. If you have RA and are new to this site, please know that it is spiritually oriented, from a Christian perspective, and here for your encouragement. If you do not have RA, this is a great week to learn more about what it’s like to live with the disease. I hope you will keep coming back! You can also follow me on Facebook or Twitter.

The truth is, I never was a morning person. I found out the hard way, when I went to college. Before that, I was your average kid, forced into a schedule engineered by parents and school administrators. Of course I didn’t stay up late! My parents were strict about bedtimes – the earlier, the better. And when the school bus picks you up at 7 a.m., well, you don’t have much choice. You get up!

So when I got the dorm application that asked “Are you a morning or a night person?” I had to think hard. Hmmm … I knew there were a number of times I would beg my parents to let me go to bed and get up early to finish the dishes, do homework, or whatever else I was too tired to do after a long day. So I assumed I was a morning person.

Unfortunately, for me and my first college roommate, I assumed wrong. Put a real morning person with a natural night owl in one teeny tiny dorm room, and you learn quickly why universities ask that question.

“Turn off that d--- music!” my roommate would growl, each time I dared to turn on the stereo past 9 p.m. I thought it was playing very softly, but nothing was soft enough for her.

The tables would turn the next morning. I glared at the woman whose alarm clock had interrupted my slumber at 5 a.m. and had already turned on the TV, watching some talk show as she sipped Dr. Pepper, her morning beverage of choice. How the heck can anyone be fully awake at this time of day?? I thought.

Little did I know that many years later, I would find out exactly what it was to be fully awake at 5 a.m. It wasn’t out of desire, however. It was due to RA.

The very first thing I ever knew about rheumatoid arthritis was its effect on mornings. I had begun to see less and less of a good friend, and had inquired of her husband as to where she had been. “Oh, didn’t you know? She was diagnosed with rheumatoid arthritis. It’s been really hard on her. It can take her two hours just to get out of bed in the morning,” he said.

Wow. Two hours to get out of bed? I couldn’t imagine. While not a super-late night owl, due to the reality of having a job and a child to send to school, I was the kind of woman who would do whatever it took to not get up any earlier than necessary. I always asked the hairdresser for the “minimal maintenance” style and had learned to put on makeup at the speed of light. Within just 30 minutes, I could be up, showered and dressed, with a quick bowl of cereal in my stomach and a cup of coffee in my to-go mug, ready to head out the door. The thought of having to get up two hours earlier to get ready was just unfathomable to me. Way, way too painful to think about. My poor friend.

I had no idea that I too would be learning to adjust to an “extended morning routine” due to my own diagnosis of RA, just a few years later.

When I first developed rheumatoid arthritis, I didn’t choose to wake up at 4 or 5 a.m. The disease itself woke me up. A deeply intense, dull ache permeated my hands each time I tried to open or close them, whether as an involuntary response to a dream or as I tried to pull up my bed covers. I didn’t know what was wrong with them. They just hurt. Bad. I couldn’t go back to sleep. Not like this. But when I got up, my feet hurt too, just to stand on the hardwood floor. So I laid in bed, tears running down my cheeks as I tried to rub the pain away.

Eventually, I would hobble across to the bathroom and down to the kitchen, where I sought comfort from my coffee pot and sat, now wide awake, at my breakfast room table. What now? I thought. What can I do of any value at this time of the morning, without waking up anyone else in the house?

With limited energy – I was fully awake but still tired – and still aching in my joints, I wasn’t ready to hit the ground running but felt restless and frustrated. I can’t just sit here! I thought. And then I looked across the room, and saw it: the book I had been saying I would read every day, if only I could find the time. Well, now I had the time, and I was full out of excuses. The Word of God – the Bible – called to me, like a friend wanting to share her intimate secrets. She was there. Would I accept her invitation?

It’s been almost two years since I began waking up early due to RA. Back then, it was disease that woke me up. Today, it’s desire. Desire to spend time with the One who loves me most. Desire to spend time in His Word. For I have found that the Scriptures are true: His mercies are new every morning. It is that time that gives me strength for today, hope for better tomorrows, and joy for the journey. I have learned to take the time I need for my hands and feet – and today, my knees and shoulders too – to “wake up” and feel better, and use it to my advantage. There is something about healing the soul that does something for the body too.

I will never be a morning person, as long as there are late nights to enjoy. But today, whatever time my mornings begin, I no longer look at them with dread. Yes, depending on the day, there may be pain. But there is also joy, and on that I can depend, for I know the One who will bring it and He never fails to deliver. It comes wrapped in a nice little package, like a gift I get to open every day, with a tag that reads Love. 

If you have RA, how do you handle your pain in the morning? Do you rely on warm heating pads or cool towels to soothe your joints? Where do you go to soothe your soul? 

Learning to Love My Mornings originally appeared on Spring Sight blog, by Linda W. Perkins. It is one of a series of posts specifically about Rheumatoid Arthritis, as part of #RABlog Week. 

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Healer of My Soul

“Heal me, LORD, and I will be healed; save me and I will be saved, for you are the one I praise.” – Jeremiah 17:14 (NIV)

It’s a beautiful day outside. The sunshine is filtering through my window, brightening up my breakfast room with its soft light; and if I open the kitchen door, I can feel a cool breeze dancing across my cheeks.

After a long, hot summer when even the well-watered plants on my back porch wilted under what seemed like never-ending scorching heat, I’m ready for days like this.

Well, kind of. Sorta. Ok, I’m ready for weather like this, but not days like this. Why? Because on this glorious sunshiny day, I’m stuck inside, on the couch, nestled up to a box of tissues, sucking on throat lozenges … sick.

Unlike some illnesses that come on suddenly, like a bomb has just dropped, I got fair warning on this one. It’s one of the mixed blessings and curses of having RA. The moment my immune system notices even the smallest change, it kicks into overdrive, draining me of all energy and delivering a not-so-nice package of “malaise” onto my body’s proverbial doorstep. So while my upper respiratory infection didn’t fully express itself until Saturday, I was well into feeling cruddy at least a day or two before. So when I go to the doctor today, I will be able to say in all truthfulness, that I have been “sick” for about five days now.

The problem with upper respiratory infections – aka “colds” – is that there really is no “cure” for them. Throat lozenges, decongestants, antihistamines and cough syrup are great for symptom relief, but that’s about it.

My outer symptoms may go away, but the disease will still be lurking under the surface. 

Even antibiotics, while curing subsequent bacterial infections, are useless against the original virus that caused the illness to begin with. It just has to run its course. So today, even though a very competent doctor will examine me and will no doubt make me feel better with the medicines she prescribes, she will not be able to actually heal me.

I find it interesting that in the Bible, when Jeremiah is crying out to the Lord, he says, “Oh Lord, if you heal me, I will truly be healed…” (Jer. 17:14a NLT). The same verse in another translation reads, “You alone can heal me…” Clearly, Jeremiah knows something we often forget: Complete healing comes only from the Lord.

Medicine may or may not heal our bodies, but we are never truly healed until God has healed our souls.

Having an incurable illness – whether it’s as minor as a cold or as serious as an autoimmune disease like RA – can be both miserable and frustrating. No one likes to be told there’s no way to be made completely well.

But just because there’s no cure doesn’t mean there’s no hope.

Just like I know that the bad cold I’m suffering from right now won’t last forever, the Bible is clear that one day, God will wipe all tears from our eyes and there will be no more death, suffering, crying, or pain. (Revelation 21:4 CEV) We have that as our promise, when we turn our lives over to Him.

Better yet, when we go to God, we know we can find comfort that transcends our bodily pain. Philippians 4:6-7 says when we stop worrying, and start praying, telling God our needs and trusting Him for His answers, then we will receive the peace that passes all understanding. And we do not need to wait until some undefined time in the future to receive it. It is available to us today.

Even in the midst of physical pain or discomfort, we can find healing for our souls. And then, only then, will we find the ability to praise Him in all circumstances.

It is a beautiful day outside. The sunshine is filtering through my window, brightening up my breakfast room with its soft light; and even while sitting on my couch, nestled up to my box of tissues, I can feel the soft touch of the Holy Spirit dancing across my heart, filling me with peace and joy. My body may be sick, but it is well with my soul.

How do you feel today? Is your body sick or well? How is your soul? May you find true healing in the Lord.

Click here to listen to John Michael Talbot’s song “Healer of My Soul.” 

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We Got This!

“I can do all things through Christ, who strengthens me.” – Philippians 4:13

It was late. I was tired. She was angry. And suddenly, I was so very grateful we had opted for a savings account over a piggy bank.

What seemed to be a very simple problem, with a very easy answer, was quickly blowing up into a volcano of erupting emotions.

No, she was NOT going to listen to the radio station known for playing raunchy songs with sexually explicit lyrics. Not at 11 years old. And absolutely not in my house. I didn’t care if it played her favorite “Whip and Nay Nay” dance tune. I would find it on another station or buy it for her on iTunes. But her radio station of choice was not going to be the one she’d be listening to it on.

We had gone through this a few days before. After the last fight, I just grabbed the clock radio, pulling the plug from the wall, and took it back to my room, which is where it had originated from anyway.

I thought I had found the solution. A new (well, reclaimed from the guest room) clock radio, with a better tuning dial that clearly showed which station it was set on. That would kill the argument of, “Well, I’m not even sure if it is on that station!”

Nice thought, but it wasn’t working. Tonight the “discussion” had taken a nosedive from “Mom, stop being so old fashioned!” to her defiantly telling me she would just buy another clock radio herself, if I took this one away.

It was in that instant that I was so very, very glad all of my daughter’s money was locked up safe in the bank, and not in her little hands. She might be able to feel defiant, but she couldn’t actually act on it.

I would love to tell this story just from a parent’s point of view, but I can’t. After all, how similar are we to adolescents in our relationship with God? How many times does He try and tell us, from that small whisper in our ear to what feels like being beaten over the head with a stick, “Stop it! That isn’t good for you!” And yet, we continue to do what’s bad for us anyway. Just as my daughter only knows the radio station plays the “Whip and Nay Nay” song, and is largely unaware of the other really bad content on it, we rush headlong into situations in our own lives, blind to the unseen dangers that God is trying to protect us from.

We need to learn to trust Him who sees the bigger picture.

Thankfully, God sometimes does the choosing for us. He holds onto our desires, like money in the bank, until we are ready to use them wisely. The door closes to a job opportunity we wanted … opening the door for the better one around the corner. A relationship breaks up before the wedding … only to be saved a long life of painful strife with the “wrong one.”

Other times, we are left to our own devices. It is there that the well-known saying “Pride comes before a fall” (Proverbs 16:18) rings true. Just like an 11-year-old, we scream and cry, “But everyone is doing it!” and “God, I know what I’m doing!” And just like the prodigal son, when our emotional piggy bank is empty, we find out the hard way that God’s instructions really were meant for our good, and come crawling back to Him on our knees. We find ourselves once again thankful for His grace, mercy and love; thankful for a Parent who will not only take us back into His shelter, without saying “I told you so,” but who will continue to teach us the right way in which to go.

So which way do we go when our children want to go astray? We know the mistakes we’ve made and we know there’s nothing we wouldn’t do to try and keep our kids from experiencing the same pain. Sometimes, in our efforts, in our struggles – as we go toe-to-toe – it’s easy to feel alone. Answers don’t come easily, and sometimes it feels like there’s no one there to back you up. Fortunately, that’s not the case.

Just as our Father guides us as children, He is also there to guide us as parents.

Eight years of single parenting, between my divorce and my current marriage, tells me I can’t do this parenting thing alone. Yes, you heard right. I can’t do it alone. I couldn’t do it then, and I can’t do it now. With or without a spouse, my only hope is in my Heavenly Father. And my only strength is in Christ Jesus.

You see, the Bible says I can do all things through Christ Jesus. Not a few things. Not most things. All things. And yet, in John 15:5, it also says I can do nothing without Him. So, whether it’s in parenting or any other aspect of my life, my ability to succeed is based on one thing alone: complete dependence upon Him.

James 4:2 says, “You do not have because you do not ask.” Are you asking for God’s wisdom? His patience? His love and grace? My experience in life says I must first ask and receive it for myself, before I can give it away. If I want to guide my child into all truth and righteousness, I must find it first. And it’s there, in His Word, and in relationship with Him.

I’m not sure what parenting challenge I will face tonight. But whatever it is, I can go into it confidently, with God leading the way, knowing “We got this!”

What life challenges – parenting or otherwise – are you facing today? Are you trying to tough it out alone or will you let God be your guide? He is with you, wherever you go!

We Got This! originally appeared on Spring Sight blog, by Linda W. Perkins.  Get even more encouragement by following me on Facebook, Pinterest, and Twitter.

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